I listen to important music and spend important time with Charlie who's days are numbered. cancer cat. Need to get him a 'fuck cancer' bracelet. Today we watched the sopranos and played with a paper ball. He ate wet food 4 times at least, he loves that stuff. I showed him how to be nice to Lola but he doesn't care. Together we are very happy and very sad. I think I'm doing well. He seems great but they still say its possible he will die in a few weeks. I think he is a really unselfish cat. He's been talking funny lately. Im scared about it. He's impartial to the cancer but I am not.